Back To The Way It Was Before..

Well the Ol' Man came around the weekend, and things got back to normal, as if nothing happened! Now I feel a little repressed again! After finding out the time I was born I know was born with the moon in Aquarius and I wonder if these aspects are why I feel like I need my emotional space. I have been studying astrology along side Tarot and I realise that skeptics think that its a load of rubbish. However, examining my own birth chart has made me think deeply about myself and the effects of which are very beneficial. Astrology really does achieve what sets out to do.

I have performed my daily reading using the Lenormand Tarot and asking "What do I need to know today?", I drew the 'Five of Pentacles, King of Cups and the 'Page of Cups' (Knave).

Tarot Lenormand

© Lo Scarabeo

The 'Five of Pentacles, tells me of change or loss on the home and work front which probably relates to making up with the Ol' Man and the loss of my freedom. It may tell of coming change or loss too.

The 'King of Cups'  is the master of emotions. The knows and controls his emotional side very well. He tells me that that the both the Ol' Man and I have become more stable emotionally.

The 'Page of Cups' is a person who is become aware of his feelings, perhaps this is the Ol' Man or perhaps this is me, or perhaps it is both of us. It tells me that we are becoming more aware of the way we feel and may strengthen or relationship in future.

All three cards are Earth and Water cards, they are complimentary, laid back cards.  The 'Five of Pentacles' next to the two cup cards, tells me (according to the Rider-Waite tradition) that the Ol' Man returning means that I have lost out on my quest for emotional freedom from the worries of the Ol' Man. The King tells me I now have to maintain fixed emotions in order to keep things contented and happy at home although the Page tells me to keep to not let go of the way I felt before. I must continue to concentrate on how I feel, which means not letting the Ol' Man worry me in future. His did treat me to two new Tarot decks so I have made a gain like the man in the 'Five of Pentacles'. But that was yesterday.

In a general sense, I may experience an physical loss or I may make gains today since the man in 'Five of Pentacles' seems to have made a lucky gain. Perhaps a lucky gain this will give me some emotional security (King) and freedom (Page).